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Controlling Anger By Meditation

 

I have never really thought of myself as an angry person.I would always do whatever I could to undertake and help someone out,nor did I do anything that might hurt someones feelings,or i might try as hard as I couldn't to. monthly we struggle to urge by but i actually didn't complain. i used to be just happy that we did have the cash to pay our bills and have an area to measure albeit we barely had enough to survive on after paying the bills. Meditation is extremely much needed in most peoples lives, little question that . 


Even in any case that I didn't get angry,That changed last week.I really had to meditate to myself once I went with my sister to the doctor last week.My sister may be a very slave .She never misses work unless it's absolutely necessary.Last year my sister had become sick and eventually after being so weak she visited the doctor.He put her within the hospital and gave her 4 bags of blood and said she had pneumonia.


I just couldn't understand how does one lose blood by having pneumonia.As I meditated brooding about last year i used to be not prepared to listen to what the doctor was getting to say as my sister and that i were driving to the doctor.You see my sister got sick again. She almost collapsed at work and was taken to the hospital, this time she needed 5 bags of blood, she was telling me she was anemic. a ct scan on her they said she needed to travel to her lung doctor immediately.That's where my sister and that i were going.


My sister never wants me to stress so she never told me anything and didn't want me to travel within the room together with her when she went in to ascertain the doctor.After I meditated on this i made a decision once they called her name i might return together with her ,and that's exactly what I did.The doctor came in and you'll see immediately the priority on his face.He starting reading the results of her ct scan.He was reading something about her lungs.


He talked about something growing in her nodules and spreading to her lymph nodes.He wasn't saying it had been cancer but I knew by what he was reading it had been . I didn't want to scare my sister so I was meditating about myself while he was talking so I asked what all this meant? rather than asking is it cancer I asked could it's cancer? 


His response was yes mam.She has got to choose a biopsy during a few days to ascertain how far it's progressed.I really find myself angry at now because she has never smoked each day in her life,And here she is 49 years old with carcinoma .So rather than worrying for subsequent few days and getting angry,I simply practice meditation by praying that god please heal my sister.

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